Sunday, December 30, 2012

Midlife Crisis at 18.

After reading my post title you may be in utter shock and disbelief or perhaps you're in a state of pure confusion. Before anyone gets seriously injured, let me explain.

As a college student my job is to start finding what I enjoy doing and start deciding what I want to do with my life. Up to this point I had a firm desire to become an architect. I was to design grand edifices and contribute to the vast network of architecture. I was to plan and build the houses of friends and family. I was to become the best of the best in building design. But then I hit a bump.

This bump of which I refer to is also known as Literature of the Outdoors in my mind. In this spectacular class I realized that I hated the anthropogenic world in which we live even more than I originally thought. I grew to despise the crowded freeways and endless world of concrete and steel that surround us. I learned to dislike the overindulgence of technology that we humans are so inclined to participate in. As I grew and came to know myself better through the words of Henry David Thoreau and Ed Abbey, it suddenly clicked. My current career path conflicts with my dislikes.

How do I continue to go down the road that will make me a hypocrite? How do I build something that I'm not certain I'm happy putting on the pure face of Mother Earth? 

Well, it's quite grand how the human mind works, because I've come up with a solution. Yes ladies and gents I've decided that I am to become a writer! I will grace the world with my eloquent words and pepper the endless library of literature with my thoughts. I will become the next Walt Whitman or Robert Frost.

Then I hit a wall. There isn't much money in the world of writing. No one reads books anymore. People instantly turn their heads at the sight of a lot of words with no pictures. Mankind is all about instant gratification now and writing doesn't appeal to the masses. So becoming a writer would be very hard and I would easily be overtaken by more superior writers than myself. So I say, "No Joe," to writing.

But who knows? Maybe I'll be a small-home-building-transcendentalist-writer-who-lives-in-rural-Utah-and-loves-nature when I grow up. Until that day, I'll take life one step at a time.

Love you all! Keep being stellar!

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Best Cousins Ever.

I'm pretty sure I have the best cousins ever. We had a hang out day today and it couldn't have been more fun.

As we were playing outside in the snow, Jayden suggested that we head over to the nearby freeway overpass and go sledding down the hill there. We grabbed the sleds and walked the mile or so to our new adventure.

When we arrived we immediately jumped on our sleds. The air was filled with screams and hollers as we flew down the hill at lightning speed. We laughed at each other as we occasionally caught an edge and landed in a flurry of snow at the bottom. As we kept sledding we slowly increased our height on the hill. As our legs became tired I suggested that we form a train for our last and final stunt. We headed to the highest hill and grabbed each others' legs. "Three, two, one!" we shouted.

We headed down the hill at breakneck speed, but there was a slight problem: Jackson couldn't put his legs in the sled. As we barrelled down the hill, his feet hit the powdery snow and sprayed us with cold fluff. Our eyes became blinded and soon we felt the sleds turning sideways. Almost immediately the sleds caught the edge and we were shoved into the snow. We tumbled over each other and faceplanted in the snow. We laughed and laughed as we saw the snow on each others' faces.

This picture was taken shortly after our epic wipeout. What a great adventure it was!

Have a wonderful weekend! Keep being stellar.


Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Soak It In

Find the sun, then soak it in.


Wordless.

I had a song stuck in my head today. You've probably never heard it before.

Why? Because it's my song. It's the song that plays in my head. It plays when I'm sad, hurt, happy, loved, scared, tired, overwhelmed, overjoyed, and upset. It's a song that has neither words, nor notes. I can't hum it, nor can I play it. It's too perfect for man, yet too flawed to be shown. This song is not made by me, for I could not compose such a complex piece. I didn't choose the rhythm or the beat. I didn't choose the style. No, some greater being that knows me better than I know myself chose everything.

At times I don't like the song. It's often atonal and cruel. Sometimes it's screechy and loud. It pierces my mind and I collapse, hoping to avoid it. But my song cannot be deleted. It cannot be stopped.

Other times the song is the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. The invisible melody floats through my thoughts and the meter is perfect. It pierces my soul and I rise up to be better than I can ever possibly be.

No one else can hear my song. It's a good thing too. For everyone has their own song, one to find, experience, and love.


There is no one I would rather be than me.

Monday, December 10, 2012

People Person?

I realized tonight that I'm not much of a people person.

Don't get me wrong, I love being with certain people at certain times, but when it comes to being around people constantly, everyday, 24/7, it gets a little frustrating.

I realize that it's time to get away. Time for me to get some "me" time, where there is nothing but my thoughts, my actions, and my dreams. I can ask myself questions and only I will answer back. I can never be afraid of not getting my say in because it's only my say that will count. 

Henry David Thoreau said, "There is no companion as companionable as solitude" and I completely agree. Sometimes people bring up to much drama and too much strife, and it is good to be alone in peaceful solitude.


Don't stay away too long though. People often bring the greatest happiness in life, so be quick to return so you can enjoy the companionship of others.

Snow at Snow!

Yes folks, it snowed at Snow!

I know, I'm punny, but let's be serious. I love the snow. It's wonderful. It's amazing the peace it brings and the brightness and purity it adds to the world. It's glorious.


This building is perhaps my all time favorite building on campus. The old architecture and gigantic trees around it just make me smile. Oh the old days..


Talk about cool shadows. The sun was shining as it was snowing. If you look close at all of these photos, you can see the snowflakes drifting down.


Here's a front view of my favorite building, the Noyes Building. There's just something amazing about it.


Here's the new sign across from the new dorms. It lights up at night. Woah.

So yup, there's my adventure in the snow. It was worth the cold 'cause I love Snow!

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Ask the Audience


The past few days I've been lead to thinking about my religion and how it impacts those around me.

Many people, myself included, believe that many members of the LDS church are often times domineering, prejudiced, and judgmental. Some of us think ourselves to be better than everyone else and tend to force the gospel down peoples’ throats. I believe that this is wrong. We as members of the Church of Jesus Christ must behave like Christ would. We should not tell them what to believe, rather we need explain to them what we know and love. If they don’t want to believe what we have to say, we should respect their decision. We should continue to be their friend, love them, and show them that we care immensely about them despite the fact that they don’t have the same beliefs as us. God would never turn His back on someone simply because they don’t believe in Him. He loves all His children equally and is no respecter of persons. We should act the same as God would.
                 
Every person who lives on this earth is a child of God. They are loved. It doesn't matter if they are gay, disabled, foreign, of a different political party, or anything else. We must put aside our differences and befriend those who are in need of our friendship. Let us be quick to forgive and quick to forget. We must not be so sensitive about what others say about us. They can have their opinions and we must allow them to say what they need to say.

On the other hand, we must stand up tall and firm for what we believe. We must never waiver and strive our best to grow deep roots in our faith. We must not allow ourselves to be pulled up from the ground to wither and die. Never. It is imperative that we stay planted. We must be the best people we can be, whether we are religious or not. 

I'm sorry if I'm being too bold in my statements, but understand this is a generalization. If something is offensive to you, maybe this is something you can improve on. These are just my thoughts. What are yours? I'd be glad to hear them!

I love you all! Keep being stellar!

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Ex-Facebook User

For the next two weeks I have given up Facebook.

Yes ladies and gents, I am no longer under the control of social networking sites that steal my time and infiltrate my brain. I am now free to do what I want, think what I want, and be what I want. In a way you could say that I am starting to live the Walden life. I am giving up things that don't contribute to my well-being and self-growth.

Why did I start this? Well I was texting my friend last night when I told him that I had some awesome pictures on Facebook that documented my trip to Alaska that he should look at. I received a quick response saying, "I actually just deleted all my social networking stuff this morning." I was surprised and shocked at the suddenness of his decision, yet I found myself respecting him even more. It takes someone with true commitment to a distraction free world to delete one's virtual life completely. So I decided to follow. I wasn't as committed or admirable. I didn't delete my account, rather I just suspended it. Let me tell you one thing. It has made all the difference. 

But there are side effects. Here are a few:
1. I find myself having the sudden urge to check Facebook in my free time. Duct tape is often necessary to restrain myself... (not really, so don't freak out).
2. I format everything that is clever and funny in my life into a status in my brain.
3. I lose contact with my friends over the virtual world, but I gain better relationships with those I actually associate with.
4. There is no more Instagram. Who needs it anyways?
5. I suddenly have much more time in my life.

A few notes. Quitting Facebook is not for everyone. If you get separation anxiety easily, do not try this at home. If you live far away from everyone, say in the Alaskan bush, Facebook may be necessary for survival. Keep using it. If you do not fit under these categories I urge you to decrease your activity on social networking sites. Do not become a slave or an addict. I have seen their lives and trust me, you don't want to live like they do.

Love you all! Stay stellar. 

-Ex-Facebook User

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Silence and Limes.

I'm sitting on my couch in my living room enjoying the silence which envelops me.

If you know me well, you would realize that there are two things wrong with that last sentence. First, Drew never sits in his living room because there is never a time when he can. Second, there is never silence in Drew's apartment, especially at 11:30 at night. Well I'm proud to say that my opening sentence is indeed true. I am the only one home at the moment. Yosuke is studying, Dain is working, and Bryce is out of town. The apartment is silent. Oh how I've missed silence.

I decorated my flat for Christmas today. There are lights glowing in the windows and homemade snowflakes hanging beside them. There are yarn portraits of a Christmas tree, snowman, and candle taped on the walls and doors. What a grand time of year this is!

I realized today that there are many unknown smells coming from mysterious places in my apartment. I don't know where they're coming from, but I did my best to eliminate them through a series of cleaning procedures. I took out the garbage, mopped the floors, vacuumed the living room, and poured powder laundry detergent in each of the kitchen drains. To further encourage pleasant aromas and mask any missed odors, I concocted a lime water air fresher that simmers on the stove, providing a fresh lime smell to waft through the air in the apartment. It now smells wonderful in here, despite the foggy window corners...

My Aunt Valerie and cousin Arianne visited today to help Laura register for her upcoming classes. They brought me the "Twelve Days of Christmas" and much needed supplies sent from home, courtesy of my beautiful mother. I'm very grateful for their kindness and generosity. They are such a blessing in my life. Hugs and kisses!

I had only one class today. I wish that's how it was every day, but alas, I must continue with my college education at full speed ahead!

I hope you all have a wonderful night. Remember that you are special and loved by those around you. Keep smiling, always. Revel in silence while you have it and enjoy the multipurpose functions of limes.


Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Tattered and Torn.

My shoelaces are torn.

My suit is dirty.

My bowtie is crooked.

My hair is choppy.

My hands are dry.

My fingers are calloused.

My lip is torn and cut.

But the music, my music, is perfect.

Monday, November 26, 2012

Unreadable.


I am like a sign. Not just any sign, but an unreadable sign. People can only read parts of me that are visible or still intact. No one knows what I intend to appear as or what I desire to be. Only I and my Creator know that.

I am unreadable.

Monday, November 19, 2012

Blessed

Life isn't bad. On the contrary life is wonderful.

I don't realize sometimes how blessed I am. I live in a warm apartment with roommates who don't stab me in the night or steal my food. I have the best of friends who listen to me no matter what I have to say. I have the most amazing family anyone could ask for. I have the best Bishop who genuinely cares about me. I have many talents that God has given me to bless the lives of others with. I have food in my fridge and money in the bank. I have clothes on my back and shoes on my feet. I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. There are so many others things I can be thankful for. The list would be forever long.

I love every single one of you. Some of you I don't know as well as others, but I love you nonetheless. Each of you is a child of God. You have divine potential. You can do great things.

To those struggling in life, let me tell you that you are not alone. There are many out there, including myself, that find life to be difficult at times. But life is too short to live with our heads hung low and shoulders hunched over. We must carry our heads high with conviction in our movements and faith in our eyes. Our actions must be great and our thoughts clean and pure. We must live every moment like it is our last. We must remember who we are and what we stand for. There is much in life to rejoice over.

A special thanks to my cousins, Kimberly and Laura, for making me realize that life is absolutely wonderful. Your attitudes are simply amazing and your spirits travel far to touch those around you. I am forever grateful to the Lord for letting me be your cousin. 

At this time of year, let us be quick to count our blessings and quick to thank our Lord for them. Without Him, we would be nothing. Our simple thanks is the least we can do.

I love you all so very much. Thank you for being such awesome examples in my life!

Sunday, November 18, 2012

[Blank]

My mind is empty. There are few things floating around in there right now.

I often think to myself why I do what I do. Why do I dress the way I do? Why do I act the way I do? Why do I talk like I do? What makes me who I am? Is it because of how I was raised? Is it because of my religion? Is it programmed into my genetic code? Or is it all in my head?

Some of you know that I am very different than I seem to be on the outside. I have my inner turmoil that I go through on a daily basis. Sometimes I don't know what to do or how to act. I'm often confused about who I am and what I'm supposed to be. Social norms dictate me to be a certain way, but I find myself wishing to stray from these expectations. I don't feel normal and I refuse to be normal.

I posted a quote by John Powell on Facebook a few weeks ago that describes exactly how I feel right now.
"I'm afraid to tell you who I am, because, if I tell you who I am, you may not like who I am, and that's all I have."
I often wish myself to change, to be normal for one minute. But I don't think that's how I'm supposed to be. People tell me to push through and everything will work out. Will it? The wounds I bear are too deep. Will time be enough to heal them?

No. The only way that I can stay strong is through the grace and will of God. He is my Father in Heaven and knows what is best for me. He watches out for me and no matter what I do, He loves me.

So do I act normal or different? Do I follow society or my heart?

Only time will tell.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

How'd You Like Your Eggs?

Music expresses that which words can't say.
The days when you look super attractive are often the best days.
Books can transport you to other worlds.
Cleaning check days are often the most stressful.
"The Foreigner" is such a good play.
When a friend is in pain, I am in pain.
You don't always get what you want.
I made the best chicken broth tonight. I plan on making chicken noodle soup with it.
Jazz is hard to play, but it evokes emotions that were never thought possible.
One simple thing can turn your life upside down.
Getting your homework done early is the best feeling ever.
I don't believe in love at first sight. I believe in love that is grown and kept.
Journals are life savers. They are there to listen when no one else will.
Everyone needs a refuge, whether it be climbing, laughing, walking or anything else.
You don't realize how great something is until you lose it.
Pain was made so that we may be able to recognize peace.
Time is a creation of man. Our lives revolve around it. We should rise and fall with the sun.
The Book of Mormon would make a great movie.
Sometimes all you need is space. Nature is the greatest provider of such openness.
Birding is much harder than it seems. Where's my book of North American birds when I need it?
Having a song stuck in your head all day makes unrelated tasks suddenly relational.
I wish I could just say what I mean to say.
When life hands you eggs, ask "How'd you like your eggs?"

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Thoughts on Religion

I have felt impressed to share my feelings about my religion in lieu of the recent presidential election. Yes, I am a Mormon. Yes, I voted for Mitt Romney. No, I don't hate President Obama.

On the night of November 6, 2012 my Facebook news feed was flooded with every type of anger and happiness that man is able to express. I had friends and family happy for the reelection of President Barack Obama. They were thrilled that they didn't have to "move to Italy anymore" or "ditch [their] American citizenship of embarrassment." On the other hand I had friends and family who wanted to "move to Canada" stating "we're doomed" and "four more years years of destruction" are on their way. These comments are quite understandable. People's emotions can easily get roused when the fate of your country is put in one man's hands and you can decide who. What peeved me are the actions that followed.

Members of my own religion started to do things contrary to their beliefs. A few of them swore. Almost half were being unkind to others or to their President. They started using their religion to back up the results of the election saying, "This is the reason they are calling for more missionaries," or "More missionaries will be going foreign now." I also saw some using Helaman 5:2 as an explanation and a rationalization. This Mormon scripture states, "For as their laws and their governments were established by the voice of the people, and they who chose evil were more numerous than they who chose good, therefore they were ripening for destruction, for the laws had become corrupted." Since when has it been okay to apply scriptures to call people evil? Facebook is not the place to apply our religious doctrine to things of the world. It makes our entire religion look like self-centered, rude, and fake. I don't approve.

The religion I believe in is one of kindness, respect, and commitment. My religion is one centered on love for God and love for our fellowmen. My religion is in my heart. My religion is Mormonism. As members of God's church, we NEVER check our religion at the door, whether it be for politics, sports, or anything else.


The following is addressed to my fellow members of the church. You are disciples of Christ. Your actions reflect those of the church. You are standing, living, breathing, examples of what our church stands for. Represent your religion correctly. Do not do anything to disgrace it or harm it. 


To those who believe that most Mormons voted for Romney based on the sole fact that he is Mormon, think a little harder. Did you vote against Romney because he was Mormon? Are you being hypocritical? I did my research to avoid being pushed into this mold and unless you did too you have no right to make this assumption. I am not an uneducated Mormon voter.


I am tired of people criticizing my religion. If you don't agree, fine. I'm not going to force you to believe what I believe. I know there are people that make my religion sound haughty. Unfortunately every religion has these members. I ask you to simply look past these blemishes and see what we truly believe.


I love you all despite our differences. You are all my brothers and sisters. Keep being stellar. 

Thursday, November 1, 2012

When Push Comes to Shove

Cleaning is my therapy.
My apartment seems so bare and empty without Halloween decorations.
When that special someone says hi, it makes my day.
Hocus Pocus is the best Halloween movie ever.
I'm going to start collecting leaves every day to hang on my wall.
Tomorrow is Friday. Hallelujah.
Always set your alarm if you plan on taking a nap. You may miss something important.
Nature is gorgeous. Words can't describe it's beauty.
When push comes to shove you taste what you're made of.
I love fall weather.
Making up acronyms is the best especially when no one knows what they mean.
IGBATCO (see above)
Washing dishes on a regular basis is a good idea.
Flypaper is amusing. Two mating flies landed on it today and got stuck. Mwahaha!
Photography is my passion. I'm always up for a photo shoot.
A positive attitude leads to better health and can decrease your risk of disease.
I love laying on the grass, watching leaves fall off the trees.
My Literature teacher had to Google my essay six times because he thought I had copied some professor.
I miss my piano students. They were my little friends.
My best friends are the best. I appreciate their willingness to deal with me.
I'm kind of a people watcher. Humans intrigue me.
Ephraim is my kind of town with my kind of people and my kind of life.
Pageviews on my blog jumped to 58 on Sunday. Thanks guys!

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Discovering Nature

"Discovering Nature" by Sharon Dequer


Near a tangled city suburb, a young mother raced madly down a warm spring hillside, trying to catch a snake. Racing madly down the hill trying to keep up with her mother, a young girl captured forever a moment of beauty and adventure—and much more.
I was the child chasing my mother down that green hillside. The lingeringfeel of that and other, now-forgotten experiences with her has truly shaped my life and values as an adult. Countless magic moments have spanned the years, filled with ever-new discoveries as tiny as a sparkling, dew-tipped blade of grass and as vast as a clear, moonless, midnight sky.
In her book, The Sense of Wonder, Rachel Carson describes waking her twenty-month-old nephew in the night and carrying him out to experience the majesty of a raging thunderstorm. When was the last time you took your family walking in the rain, wading in the stream-like gutters? When wind whips through the night or when fog lies so thick and low that streetlights become pale glowing orbs, do you venture out, all of you holding hands, without a flashlight? Have you simply slept under the stars in your own backyard?
Think of the attitudes parents convey to children in such experiences, not necessarily attitudes about thunderstorms or snakes, but about life and the joy of living! Spiritual experiences can’t be staged, but one fruitful avenue that involves our children and ourselves in inspiring experiences is to explore—fully and enthusiastically—God’s creations. In the course of growing up we tend to acquire a worldly sophistication that dampens this enthusiastic sense of wonder about nearly everything. Cultivating wonder about nature heightens our appreciation of all creation and begins to break down our artificial distinction between things temporal and spiritual. (See D&C 29:34–35.)
In our increasingly urban world, we often think only of national parks and other distant vacation spots as being “nature.” But actually nature is all around us. It is in our city parks and vacant lots, our gardens and our streets. Even the most crowded city has sunlight and wind and dandelions growing in the cracks.
“Well, then,” the parent asks, “how do I teach my children about nature?” I’m an interpretive naturalist; “teaching” is my job. So I speak from experience when I say, “You can’t, yet. Not until you know that nature really can’t be taught; it can only be discovered. And we adults cannot share in discovery until we reawaken our own ability to see the world through childlike eyes.”
“Discovering nature” makes the common uncommon. But “doing nature” makes the uncommon common by dully labeling countless plants and animals and reciting collections of detailed bits of lore. “Discovering nature” has a lot to do directly with fun and something to do indirectly with facts. I never overtly “taught” my toddlers anything about flowers, but when they were eighteen months old they began gently cradling blossoms in their hands, stroking the petals, sniffing and searching the centers for tiny “inseks,” and comparing buds with seed-heads. Gentleness they may have learned by example, but the rest is surely innate in the human child, curious to comprehend his world. Appreciation must surely begin with awareness; and awareness involves all one’s self.
A good way to begin discovering nature is by becoming more “sense-able.”
Teach your eyes, for example, to see, not just to look. Become alert for movement, large and small, in the grass, in the sky, at the borders of your vision. Look for colors that differ from their surroundings and for subtle changes and mixtures of hue. (There must be a hundred shades of green or brown in any summery scene). Look for shapes that seemingly don’t belong—a bird-shape or pine cone amid the fine branchlets of a tree.
Carry a small mirror with a hole at one edge on your adventure walks. Use it to get a worm’s eye view of the underside of a mushroom or the inside of a hollow tree. Put a long stick into the mirror hole and reach up for a bird’s eye view of a nest and its contents.
At night, hold a flashlight in front of your nose and scan with the beam; you’ll catch the gleam of reflected eyeshine in grass, bushes, gravel—anywhere. Possibly hundreds of creatures are looking at you: moths, beetles, spiders, frogs, mice, cats, raccoons—each with its own sparkly or glowing eyeshine color, like jewels in the night.
Then turn out the light. Although in that narrow beam you can see clearly, without it your eyes will quickly become dark-adapted, and you will see vastly more.
Concentrate on smells. Sample the breeze. Then take your nose up close and sniff the bark of trees. Different species often have characteristic odors (vanilla, cinnamon, or just pungent, sweet, indescribable). Unlock the distinctive qualities of leaves by crushing one, or (better for the plant) by rubbing it firmly between your fingers.
Experiment with taste and touch. Close your eyes and let someone put an object in your hands. What shape is it? What size and texture? Is it wet, dry, smooth, sticky, rough, furry, brittle, flexible, heavy, light? Smell it; brush it against your cheek. You might not know what it is, but could you find it again amid a number of other, possibly similar objects? Making a more complex game of it, could someone else identify your object from just your description?
Feeling the shapes of plant stems may bring you some surprises. Although most are round, some are square (the mints), and others, found in damp places, are triangular (sedges have edges).
Once, after a family-oriented discovery walk I conducted, a woman confided that she’d never seen her children so vitally involved and active. “I’ve always told them ‘Don’t touch!’ about everything,” she said, “and now I see what a mistake that has been.”
Exercising your sense of taste in the outdoors requires more caution, of course. There are many interesting books on the identification and use of edible wild plants, although they may not be applicable to your area. Further, many plants that are edible in one portion or growth stage may be poisonous in another, or require special treatment to become edible. Acorns are a good example. Although nutritious and tasty when properly prepared, the bitter tannic acid they contain must be leached out first. But at the very least you can nibble on lichens, those crusty little plants that coat rocks, fence posts, and tree trunks. You will find their flavors as varied as their colors and growth-forms—perhaps they will taste nutty, bitter, or bland, but all will be rather like cardboard!
Teach your ears to really hear, too. Be silent yourself sometimes. Consciously sort out the many sounds around you. Do they tell you anything new? After days of noting the train sounds from the not-too-distant tracks, my daughters and I planned a train-watching excursion that proved quite grand. Cup your hands behind your ears to help you focus on elusive sounds. (And marvel at the ear structure of a cat, or of a fox, who can hear a handclap a mile away!) Put your ear to the ground like a movieland Indian; you actually will hear something exciting, if there is movement nearby, either above or below the surface.
Your ears can aid you in having fun at night with the help of a cheerful cricket. As a cold-blooded creature, his body temperature, and hence, his activity, vary according to the temperature of his surroundings. Count the number of chirps he makes in fifteen seconds, then add forty and you will know the temperature of the night. Check his accuracy with a thermometer; remember to hold it at cricket level, deep in the grass or near a stone, where the temperature might be different from that at your level.
Trying to locate your little insect can be quite a challenge too. Spread out and have each member of the family shine his flashlight at the spot where he thinks the little ventriloquist is hiding. Shift positions until all agree. Then search carefully. If you have been quiet enough, you may be rewarded with watching him make his cheery chirping.
Learn to be very still while using your exploratory tools. If you can tolerate the consequences to your lawn, why not stake out the next small gopher mound that begins to form in your yard till you see the furry creature himself working like a nearsighted little bulldozer?
And always ask questions—especially how and why. See if you can tickle a spider web with a piece of grass so that the spider mistakes the vibrations for those of an entrapped meal, thus revealing himself. How? Overturn stones and boards to find life forms that hide from the light. Why? (Then remember to replace their roof!) Pour water on a moss- or lichen-covered surface and watch the changes. “How come?”
Your ability to reason far exceeds your sensory sophistication. Your exploratory efforts may easily supply all the data you need to reason out the answers. If not, “I don’t know” is the beginning of the next step. Once your sense of wonder is aroused, remember that books and local experts can help.
A question as important as “How does it work?” is “How does it fit in?” Here’s where events and relationships, both large and small, enlarge your understanding as you look for similarity and variety, adaptation and development, interaction and interdependence, change and continuity. Each discovery is a fascinating glimpse into the intricate relationships of creation, which relationships are the true substance of ecology.
Thus, an old dead log becomes the center of the universe for the creatures who live there and a muddy streambank becomes an animal newspaper filled with footprint stories for the alert and curious eye to read.
What are the results of this sensitization? Family outings and vacations become more meaningful; but also the neighborhood park, the walk to the market, the backyard play area, and ultimately all of life takes on new dimensions. You may qualify for a merit badge or a college degree along the way, but that’s not the point. Something wonder-filled is undoubtedly happening this very moment on your own doorstep!
By this time, if you do care to tag names onto your animal, vegetable, or mineral discoveries, the names will have meaning; the concepts will have substance. You (and your family) will be involved in nature. You also will have become more deeply involved with each other, of course, for exploring together entails developing (and possibly changing) attitudes and values. The first attitude that may be troublesome is fear.
Really, what’s so fearsome about a beetle or a snake, especially when reason tells you it is harmless? Remember that just as enthusiasm is contagious, so also is fear. Instead of simply fearing, consider ways to become happily acquainted with a potentially dangerous creature, such as a bee, without harming either you or the bee. A mother on a nature walk was worried that her children might encounter snakes, including poisonous varieties, in her area. I suggested that when her children were familiar with the appearance and habits of many different kinds of snakes they would be better able to avoid dangerous ones. Our own small daughters are fascinated with spider webs; and they have learned how to tell if a black widow (we have a lot) is occupying a web. At the age of two our girls knew that all spiders were for watching, but not for playing with. I do not now worry for their safety; we have taught them correct principles.
There’s a special dimension in discovering nature for Latter-day Saints. We know that “all things” were “created … spiritually, before they were naturally upon the face of the earth.” (Moses 3:5.) That element of eternity means that we can never be calloused or careless about any element of our mortal experience. Our attitude toward nature, I’m convinced, is vitally connected with our attitudes toward ourselves. One discouraging example I witnessed a couple of years ago was when a ranger asked a group of young visitors, “What is the environment?” He expected someone to say that it is everything around us. Instead, their answer was: “It’s pollution.”
“Can we do anything to improve the environment?” the ranger countered. Distressingly, their reply was “No,” and this incident is part of a larger, darker pessimism.
Every year, my husband assigns his junior high school social science students to write an essay entitled “What Is Man?” Their responses are dismal. They paint man as a terrible monster who has no place in nature and no capacity except to destroy. As a child matures with such negative values and attitudes, how does he feel about himself? About his family and society? About man’s ability to solve ecological, social, and political problems? Indeed, what would motivate him even to try? How receptive is he to the gospel of repentance and eternal progression?
We know that each of us is a child of God, that the earth is our stewardship as well as proving ground. Yet our children are being exposed to views of man as a beast, of pollution as inevitable and irreversible, of cooperation as futile. Will they be prepared to refute those influences, not necessarily with the knowledge of a scientist, but with the testimony of the Spirit, acquired through personal, significant involvement with the Lord and his creations?
When such questions trouble us as parents, the gospel gives us perspective. We know that committed Christians are neither cynical nor slothful; and as we, with our children, develop an appreciation for our Father’s creations, we also develop those other elements of faith—a sense of wonder and a sense of truth. Together we are discovering nature—including human nature and the divine nature as well.

Friday, October 26, 2012

My Favorite Day.

“What day is it?"
"It's today," squeaked Piglet.
"My favorite day," said Pooh.

The Ghost and Mr. Chicken and Such

Tonight Callie, Laura, Brianna, and I watched "The Ghost and Mr. Chicken." This is perhaps my favorite Halloween movie and one of my favorites with Don Knotts in it. Here's a sample of the haunted organ music :) My thoughts for the night are below.


It must be cold when everything is covered with frost, including leaves.
The best place to study and stay warm is the library.
Time spent with family and friends is time well spent.
Always expect treats from your mom hidden in packages sent to you.
Disappointments come in pairs. You never just experience one.
I love the music from Narnia. I could listen to it all day.
Live music tops recorded music by a mile.
When math class is cancelled, you know it's going to be a good day.
Sometimes I would kill to be normal.
I am forever grateful to those who are there when I just need to talk.
Homemade hot apple cider melts even the coldest of hearts.
Making a quote wall is perhaps the best idea my apartment has ever had.
Our apartment now has it's own theme song.
Always be there for friends. Never leave them stranded or alone.
I love emails from family.
Never, ever, EVER give up. Sometimes it seems impossible, but you can do it.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Thoughts on a Rainy Day

Sometimes we eat because we're hungry.
Elmer's Glue isn't nearly as strong as I thought it was in elementary school.
My head hurts. Maybe it's because I think too much.
My roommate is snoring.
I should work out in the morning.
People should text back. Even if it's one word it's common courtesy.
My heater kicked on. Thank goodness for my heater.
I'm going to start meditating. I think this will help my head.
Sometimes the life of a hermit doesn't seem too bad.
My mission papers are started. I'm so excited!
There's a jar of candy corn on my dresser. It makes my room look festive.
I love my grandparents beyond belief. They make me smile.
I'm determined to buy my grandparents' house when they sell it. I love their trees.
My Halloween decorations keep falling down.
The Internet is horrible. People waste too much of their lives on it.
I love rain storms in October. We even got some snow.
I'm slightly OCD. Things have to be in order or I freak.
I can't wait to own my own house.
I wouldn't mind living by myself for a very long time.
Books are an escape from everyday life.
Halloween is next week! Yes!
This blog is awesome. Keep reading. :)

Monday, October 15, 2012

Lessons Learned on Yet Another Busy Day

When you plan to wake up at 6:00, really plan on waking up at 6:30 or later.
Halloween decorations rock, especially mine.
Never gossip. It's not worth the hurt.
A clean apartment is a happy apartment.
Do not leave your clarinet in the car overnight unless you like heart attacks.
Never slide your hand down the spine of a music book. You may slice your finger.
Sometimes leftovers taste better than when they were fresh.
Sight-singing is hard, especially singing in "Do, Re, Mi" form.
Always keep a positive attitude in spite of bad experiences.
If a friend needs your help, help them. It could make the biggest difference.
There's nothing worse than seeing that special someone with someone else.
Stars look cooler in small towns.
Even when you can't seem to do something, try your absolute hardest.
When your roommates don't like decorations, put more up.
There's nothing like an autumn breeze to chill you to the bones.
Do not be someone else's mother. Ever.
Sometimes talking to your professor is the best cure for anxiety.
Never stop smiling. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Every day brings new lessons learned.
And there's more...

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Lesson Learned

Beds are comfy. Doing homework on them can be quite nice.
When there are many people in your apartment, it gets quite warm quite fast.
Never get six hours of sleep Saturday night. You will not make it through church on Sunday.
If you want something done, do it yourself.
Girls can take even the slightest act of kindness as a misinterpretation of flirtatious behavior.
Singing the hymns in church isn't the same without an organ.
Nothing cures a headache like a relaxing walk on a cool Autumn night.
Leaves are crunchy only after a sunny day, not after a rain storm.
Math makes no sense sometimes. Just put it down and finish it in the morning.
I'm going to be up late tomorrow night.
Facebook kills time. Time lost is like preparation that is never done.
I'm always hungry. Nothing satisfies my endless pit for long.
I can't understand a bit of Japanese.
If you don't want to fall in love with someone, don't spend any time with them.
I will fall asleep in any movie you make me watch. That comes backed with a 90% guarantee.
I'm not obsessed with Super Heroes. I never was and I never will be. Sorry Avengers.
There is not enough time in my life that I can use to be outdoors. Curse homework.
Music is my safety. I can always count on it to lift me up.
Flies drive the bejeebies out of me. Why must they buzz so loud?
I need my own house. Badly.
Worldly possessions mean nothing when put in contrast with friends.
I need a therapist.
Never pass a slow car when the oncoming car is only a few hundred feet away.
There's nothing like when that special someone texts you back.
You don't realize how much someone has done for you until you are away from them.
It's way too easy to be jealous of others' lives.
Whoever invented the Snooze button was a nincompoop.
People are so kind that words cannot describe my love for them.
Don't forget to take out your roommates hidden Powerade out of the oven before heating it up.
Video games and YouTube stink. I never spend my time on such frivolous activities.
No matter what you've done, the Spirit can shine through you.
Sometimes making a list of lessons learned makes you realize all the lessons you've learned.
And these aren't even all...

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

A Glorious Moment in Life

So my goal this year was to get on the top of the Crump Board. For those who don't know about The Board here's the low down. Mr. Crump is one of the most difficult teachers at Bingham High School. His tests are extremely difficult and to get an A on one is a great accomplishment. To honor those few students with A's, Crump lists their names on the front board. Make sense?

So now you know how happy I was! Kinda... I even did a little dance in the back of the room I was so excited and proud. So ya. Here's proof!

Wishing you all the best! :) Keep smiling!


Saturday, January 21, 2012

Photography

I just finished a recent photography class where I learned how to edit photos pretty well. I thought I'd post a few for you to see! :)
 This photo was taken on a trip to Arches National Park a few years ago. I love taking pictures of roads, so what better place to do it?

 This photo was also taken at Arches. The tree looked like it had been burned and somehow uprooted. I loved how distorted it looked.

This photo was taken at a Courthouse I stayed in a few years ago. The library was filled to the brim with books, magazines, and encyclopedias. This is one place I could have stayed in forever. 

Hope you enjoyed my pics. :)